"I cannot compromise my respect for your love. You can keep your love, I will keep my respect."

"But every spiteful word she ever wrote him was effortless love clenched in her fists. Her heart screaming for stability in this fiery game of desire."


"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it’s not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who couldn’t give up on them."

my rant

FIRST OFF #RANT I didn’t like who I was & how I treated people before when I drank. I recently lost weight and my tolerance was super low, yet I still thought I could drink like a fish and started to realize otherwise. So recenetly I gave up drinking, & have been trying to strive to be the best person I can be & live the best life possible. Many people go out drinking… we all know this thank you..we’re in out 20’s (time of our lives). Some people are happy and just can drink a decent amount & be remotely normal not really have any adverse affects making them embarrassed the next day. But even sometimes those people and another type of person(like me) make bad decisions… sometimes rarely, sometimes more often than wanted, & sometimes all the time… But if your constantly making the same mistakes over & over such as: being a hoe (sleeping around), cheating on your boyfriend, losing shit, cusing out the people who care about you, there is something to be said about it. Do you like the person who you are? Are you proud of those moments. Is it worth it to get absolutely shit faced and not remember anything at all sometimes? BUT ALL IN ALL Would you want your sister or brother to ACT or be TREATED that way? Im not saying to quit drinking AT ALL. Well because even I don’t want to do that but just take a moment to sit down and just be honest to yourself admit who you want to be and who you are being